Actually I forget how we met. The thing I remember how we know each other is we were at the same class since first year of high school.

I don’t remember how we become close. I even don’t remember how my first impression seeing her. As far as I can recall, we just classmate back then, don’t really talk each other.

When we become closer, and being best friend?

Hmm since second year maybe? When we always sit next to each other because the teacher order so. Or maybe since we know each other? I really bad at remembering things :(

Pokoknya, dia satu-satunya orang yang gapernah putus chatting-nya sama aku, sampe saat ini, sampe detik ini. Di semua sosial media (kecuali twitter), semua ada dia. Selama kita kenal, aku banyak belajar dari dia. Kadang ngobrol sama dia kaya’ ngobrol sama diriku sendiri. Kita sepemikiran dan prinsip hidup kita mirip-mirip lah. We almost have similar taste of anything (except music, movie, and food). Apa kita keseringan ngobrol ya makanya hampir semua hal yang kita suka sama wkwk. Andai aja kamu cowok, udah aku tembak duluan kali ya :”)

Dear my best friend, 

I think you already know that I’m not that good saying what I feel, that’s why almost every year of your birthday I just writing a letter, like this hehe

I think you already know tho that I really grateful having you as my best friend, always accompany me anytime (ya anytime. Jadi temen chatting pas lagi awkward moment biar dikirain chatting sama pacar gitu mah sering). We share anything like gossip (dan ke-nyinyir-an), jokes (biarpun sering kali receh), and what we feels. Even sometimes, she knows first about me than my parents :”)

Even it’s your birthday, it feels like Allah SWT. giving you as my present. I don’t know if I can call you my friend, `cause I feel like you more than a friend. Sometimes you being my big sister, also being my little sister. Sometimes you being annoying, but also being right about anything. it's been almost 7 years for our friendship. hope that it'll last forever :)

Please jangan nangis baca ini soalnya ini gaada feeling mengharukan sama sekali wkwk

Kita pernah ngomongin ini, bahwa menjadi dewasa bukan masalah umur, tapi masalah pola pikir dan mental. Menjadi dewasa bukan hanya punya KTP dan punya hak suara pas pemilu, tapi bagaimana kamu bisa menyikapi segala sesuatu dengan kepala dingin. Menjadi dewasa memang menambah tanggung jawab dan beban hidup, tapi jangan lupa bahwa Sang Maha Pemberi Hidup, Allah SWT. selalu ada buat ngebantu semua hamba-Nya.

All my whishes for your birthday always same. I always hope that you always remember Allah SWT., always healthy and happy. Please jadi majikan yang baik buat chiro :”)

I know well your life timeline, hope you can really make it. Don’t let people discourage you about it. Just believe that this is your life and just you who responsible of it. Usaha emang penting, tapi jangan lupa juga doa itu gak kalah pentingnya. Sekeras apapun usahamu, pastikan kamu juga minta segalanya dimudahkan sama Allah SWT.

Last but not least, selamat hari lahir. Hari dimana waktu hidupmu di dunia semakin berkurang hehe

Btw, lagi nulis ini trus keputer OST. Reply 1988 yg dinyanyiin Park Boram :”)